I keep starting this post and don't know how to write it yet. I had some severe post partum depression, hitting rock bottom when I realized I had a plan to kill myself. I'm seeing a doctor, taking medication, and getting help now. Things are looking up, and I'm doing so much better. It was really hard for me to ask for help, and I feel really embarrassed that I didn't seek help sooner.
Catching up:
We went to Hawaii and had a blast! We rented bikes and rode all over to the kids' delight!
I got dreadlocks while in Hawaii and LOVE them.
Desmond is FIVE months old now!
After our travels, my milk supply dropped and I have had to start supplementing with soy formula.
Desmond has started on solids and he loves food (I'll post fun baby food recipes soon).